I feel restless..I want answers..I like to know what i am going to be doing..whether it is my job, if I am going shopping in 10 min. or 3 hours..I just want to know. I have been pretty patient these past months...and I know the time frame for repairing a m should not be measured in days or months.
Guess I know if I want some kind of answers then it comes back to talking to h, and I just can't bring myself to do that...when will I know that I have to, for both our sakes? It is easy to go on if things are comfortable..can I settle for what I have right now?? Does h like it the way it is..I don't know..should I feel lucky..he speaks to me, will go out, although not one on one,gives me money...But I know there is more to a m then that. Back to if I am willing to rock the boat... I am rambling..really did not say anything I have not felt before..sorry...funny I asked and answered my own questions...do I really need you guys!!!???YES YES YES Sue
