went to a church program Sunday night..mil came and sat with me..h was there working in office..thought he might come in and sit with us..but I turned around and saw him sitting towards the back...what is that all about????I wonder what others thought..not that I really care anymore..saw him briefly as I was leaving..but I just left without saying anyhting..These are the times I just want to scream at him.."make up your mind, so I can go on with out wondering". But I don't say anything..I really have to build up to the r talk. It is just about a year..that h really changed and cut off all physical contact..am I freaky to remember when physical contact ended? That was really the beginning of the eggshells..I also remember that in Nov when he moved that it was the beginning of peace and really dbing to a stronger me. I am taking 3 much neede days off work to just do what ever I want..shopping sounds good..but spring cleaning does to.I really miss not being at home..so for the at home moms...realize that you are doing such a great, rewarding job and the workplace is not all glory. Sue
