I know how you feel, JMC. I too, have thought of filing myself just to get on with my life and let whatever happens, happens. But I get a feeling there is a reason why its not happening yet. But, why? I have no clue.

Keep pressing along with you...we all know time passed us by in good times and in bad.

Just like Led Zeppelin's song.."Good times, bad times, you know I've had my share..."