Is it time to cut him off?

[Trixi]

Been a long time since I have posted. Probably because there isn't much new to report.

Wednesday we took a salsa class. Good grief- my feet didn't want to cooperate, nor did his. So afterwards we decided we should take one private lesson to get caught up. He did end up staying over that night; but almost didn't. After class he said "well, I don't know about coming over. I'm tired." and I just said "do what you want." He said "ok. well, I don't know. Maybe you'll see me."

I actually didn't really expect him to come over, but he did. BUT, he was kinda 'blah', so I don't know that he should have bothered. I ended up feeling "guilty" because he drove all that way and apparently was not having a good time.

Oh, one good thing. Over dinner I said "You can chew on what I am about to say. You know what I'm thinking--you don't really want to see your family over Christmas and I'm not all excited to see mine, so I think *we* should go away together for the holiday." He looked kinda pleasantly surprised and said "we'll see." Me "We'll see?" H "yeah. We'll see. Let me chew on it."

Yesterday he was telling me how he had to work last night, tonight, was "busy" Saturday morning and was going to go and jam with someone in the afternoon. But he would be over in the evening and would work around the house Sunday. I told him that Sunday I had showings, so that didn't really leave any time for us to do something fun together. I was sitting on the couch and he was leaving for work, so he comes over, gives me a little 'pat pat' on the cheek while he says "That's the breaks". There was something so...snotty or conceited or I don't know what about it.

He did IM me later to ask if I had arranged for our private salsa lesson- I see that as a good sign. And when I later told him when it was, he suggested we go to dinner afterwards,so that is good too.

Seeing him is making it hard on me, though. Last weekend I had him 5 nights in a row. This weekend 1 night (plus the one from Wednesday). Ugh. Oh well. I know I have a lot more than a lot of people here so I shouldn't complain.