Dont get me wrong..I am not THAT kind of lonely.

I am only missing my family aspect of my life.

H's warm body sleeping next to me and protecting us thru the night.

Waking up to him and seeing him go before he leaves on yet another business trip.

OH! Just now D10 asked me why daddy moved his stuff back & said he was staying but now hasnt stayed all week? UGH!!!

Heim,

As always you say the right words...thank you so much.....

H is not SOB & yes he is so very confused and so very scared to come back to the same old promblems