I know sometimes I didn't really "like" him either, but D was never an option for me.
Are you honestly "checking out" or do you think you are just saying those things to somehow protect yourself & your feelings. So that maybe if she does choose OM and/or choose to leave, you can say "well, I didn't want her anyway"?
Just some thoughts.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
