All hope is lost/help

[Evie]

things are not comfortable. Friends have just cancelled our dinner date. I texted H to tell him and asked if he wanted to go anyway, he replied 'i'll get a takeaway'. How can things be that friendly but he won't sit in a restaurant with me for a curry? Maybe i expected to much. Ifeel like i've been knocked back. I feel he is living as friends like I suggested, but to be honest i go out with friends for a meal and i hug and kiss them. I just feel we are plodding and I don't know how to move forward - i'm stuck!!!

Thanks for the advice about the trip.

xd