Posting as much for escape as advice these days. I can only concentrate on Improvised Explosive devices for 15 hours at a time!
Staying here in the Cradle of Civilization, I have a LOT of time to think, which is a GREAT thing in a lot of ways, but in others, not so much
Just wondering if any of you have had similar feelings like me?
I often picture pictures of my kids from when they were small, at the beach, at Disneyland, my son at the Truck Museum, when we were all together. It just overwhelms me with sadness. I'm not sure I can ever look at those pictures again. I picture their toys when they were small or us just playing on the swings...it just kills me. I can see my attic thousand of miles away where my W.s wedding dress is stored along with my daughter's dolls, etc...just so painful.
I know the answer...you can create new memories..etc, etc, etc...., but I can't be the only one who feels this way. The sadness about that never goes away.
