I have had to stop myself many a time from posting her picture. I know revenge and anger will only hurt me, and I need to forgive her and move on, no matter what.
Last night H called to tell me he wanted to come to see D14 at homecoming. It was pretty awesome b/c I had been having a moment and I was crying and praying..and telling God that I didn't know if I could handle all of this. I promise that my phone rang while I was saying the prayer.
Again, I know this is a baby step and I'm going to try and keep my expectations low.
