Thanks guys for your words. They really do help...but still...
I don't want to have to wait for him (em throws herself on the floor in a heap)to get his act together. How much more do I have to wait?!!! (em kicks feet and crosses arms over chest..hmph!!!) This is just so difficult. I sent him an email this morning, but haven't heard from him. He's in a meeting with OW and the rest of their colleagues until noontime. I just feel like we're back at the same old place. It's tearing me apart. I took off today - I slept in total about 1 hour last night, in bouts of 20 minutes. I hate that. I'm going to focus on cleaning my house and grading some papers. Maybe he'll come home today. Cat's right - he get far without clothes, cell phone and hair product.


Me: 34
H: 39
M: 7 yrs
H A 12/05-8/07

If what you say surprises me, I must have been assuming something else was true. - M. Wheatley