I said that if I feel a little more secure about my situation and my marriage at home that it should be ok, so obviously I don't feel very secure based on my reaction and my emotions
I feel this same way. H isn't sure he wants to work on our M at all, so being in limbo is very hard.
I think you are doing well. The emotions from the A (both yours and your W) take awhile to die down, I hear. Its just hard to go through it.
