Wow, you have an endured a lot.. Just going through trying to get pregnant is difficult and an A on top of it.

You can try and bury it, but don't keep it all inside.. come here to vent because you do need that. Its not good to keep it bottled up. Everyone needs something or someone to vent to.

Tal

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.