I am so sorry things have taken the turn that they have! I know how incredibly hard for you! I would say don't do anything you wount be comfortable with, but you have to do what is going to be best for you! I know in my mind and heart if H returns to ow that will be it, I just can't be a punching bag anymore. So I guess you will have to wait and see what the next few days brings and decide what is best for you! I am hear if you need to talk...you take care of you!!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!