My H recommitted to our M over 14 months ago. I still have many times when I want to walk away and that is even though he has never wavered in his recommitment. Even though we know they want to be with us and work at things we still have Believe me it will get easier with time. That might be a long time, but it will get easier.
keep posting, let out all your hurt and anger on here. It is natural to feel like this - don't feel bad at all for feeling like this. I have gotten so close to being a WAS after what's happened and I think in some ways emotionally I am similar to a WAS.
Just keep moving on, taking small steps at a time. At some point you were going to come down from the euphoria of the Retro weekend. Sometimes I even wondered if I 'won' him back to show him I could and to make him want me so that I could then stick my two fingers up to him and then walk away and say "here, you see what it feels like"!! I know that's not what I want in the long run but sometimes I think it would feel so good!!!!!
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
