I am also fearful of being a single mom, but I feel like it may not be better to find a step parent or blend my family either. No matter how ideal it is. The truth is I actually wanted to have another baby that has the same blood as my two kids. That seems like a pipe dream now! Crazy.
It's not crazy, MK. It's normal. It's mammalian, as you say. We are going to make it through this, and so are our kids. Survival is mammalian too. We will adapt because we have to. You know what? Being a single mom is not ideal, but I'm beginning to feel like it isn't a death sentence. I believe if I stop fighting it and just a ccept it, I will be happy.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9
