I'm still doing it

[nephartiti]

OK, this is what I am going to do. I am sending a text msg:
"would it be possible to schedule tomorrow's visit for another time?"

I need a breather. I need time to think. Plus, he is not offering invites, so I cannot turn anything down. This is the only way I can be less available. He expects me to be sitting here every time he calls. He escapes OW briefly and pops by. I want to be a little more of a priority. I need a little more respect. Plus, I feel like I'm being pulled into something, but I don't know what it is. I don't know if it is in my best interest. I don't want to be pulled along just because I am a sucker. I don't know. Maybe I'm just acting in fear. I wish someone was awake over here... I believe he is taking OW with him to his family's again. This really hurts me. I just don't think I can play the part tomorrow.

MK, where are you?