H in the fields combining today. I stood at my kitchen door and watched him in the field down the road. Oh how I wanted to go see him. To ride in the combine with him. To call him and see how things were going or if he needed anything.
Nothing, I did nothing.
Good for you. I know times like that are hard. Try to take it a step further for yourself, and be busy with other interests so that you aren't having to fight those urges so much or as often.
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H did come in tonight to visit with his nephew that was here visiting me. He really didn't say to much to me and seems to back making no eye contact with me. I was pleasant but didn't stay too much to him either.
It really doesn't matter anymore.
Well, it really does.... matter, that is. As a smart DBer says.... you matter.
Sounds like you handled that good. Try to work on feeling great with and about yourself, regardless of the attention he is paying you. Believe that you are loved. Because you are.
Me: 37 M: 14 yrs Separated 10/06; Filed for D 12/07 Life is good.
As a smart DBer says.... you matter.