Forrest when you said "In my heart I know I should just keep putting myself out there" you told yourself what to do. Listen to your heart. As for you leaving, I agree with littlebitlost when she said that it is a double edged sword.At times I hate my H for leaving but there has been some good that has come out of it. He is realizing that he misses me when I'm not there. Well not all of the time but he does miss me. But on the other hand I wish he was here to really work on things. You leaving or seperating is up to you. It has to FEEL right in your heart. My advice would be to take some time, make a list of the pros and cons for each. Really think about this. What will you be missing with your kids if you leave? Will anything get resolved with your wife? That is something that only time will tell. But having been the party that was walked out on I know how much it hurts, but I also am trying to see my h's side. He feels it was something that he needed to do. So he did it. Now we are trying to figure out where to go from here. I hope that I help at least a little bit.
