H in the fields combining today. I stood at my kitchen door and watched him in the field down the road. Oh how I wanted to go see him. To ride in the combine with him. To call him and see how things were going or if he needed anything.

Nothing, I did nothing.

H did come in tonight to visit with his nephew that was here visiting me. He really didn't say to much to me and seems to back making no eye contact with me. I was pleasant but didn't stay too much to him either.

It really doesn't matter anymore.

M41
H42
D17
Adopted N14
M22 T24
"Bomb" 4/07
Sep 8/07
Admitted OW 11/07(only to me)
OW back 12/4/07
PA on off thru 7/08
says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08
D final 7/09
Moving on and up!!