lost in the land of confusion 8 and holding

[LuvMyHusband]

what I think is kind of funny though is how he tried to say that he's not here because I told him to go and to not come back. I said "yes, unfortunately I said that during the heat of an argument". I have also said many times that I wanted you here and that I missed him. I am proud of myself for being so calm though. He brought up stuff that I had said and done and I said Yes, I know and I'm sorry that it hurt you but I'm no longer going to talk about stuff in the past. I have acknowledged it and apologized. I'm moving on. I also told him that he was staying away because "he" wanted to not because I didn't want him here.