I had left the boards and didn't really think I would come back but the break did me a lot of good. I am still standing for my marriage and coincidently today is my 21st wedding anniversary. Some of you will probably think, why is she still counting anniversaries when her D was final in August.
I am counting them because I am still wearing my rings and still living like a married woman. H has been spewing at me about finances and his rewrite of circumstances. I let him know recently that I would no longer tolerate this outburst and disrespect. He is one unhappy man.
I hate that he is pushing the boys away from him with his outrageous behavior. He has been working overtime trying to convince his family that we are the enemies and that he and OW are the innocent victims.
I was baptized a couple of weeks ago and I am feeling more at peace. I hope all of you are doing well. I continue to pray for reconciliation for all of you. Let me know how you are all doing.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
