Having a "not so good" evening/night. S3 is acting up so badly! I can't seem to figure out what works and what doesn't. It seems to be different each time and I truly think it has to do w/ H being gone and feeilng the need for more attention or something, but I just can't imagine that he's not getting enough and I don't think it's ALL negative b/c of his behavior, etc. It's kind of like a vicious cycle or something.

H, unfortunately, reacted to the news about the hysterectomy the way I thought he would. Maybe I'm reading his reaction the wrong way and maybe I shouldn't have "expected" how he was going to react. It just seemed his tone of voice changed and it's like he's mad at me or something that I need this to be done. I don't get it.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10