He is so distraught and suicidal right now. I don't know what to do. He says he loves me but I don't know. He says he wants to come here but he is torn. Is this a game because he is now freaked out down there with her? What do I do? Is it time to just go dark and let go? Should I just divorce him? I love him and I could even get past this and love this baby but I can't ride this roller coaster. What do I do?? Has anyone been here? Does anyone know what I should do? I am litterally spinning out of control.

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"