I truly wonder when enough will be enough. I thought that Retrouvaille was helping - he said it was. I felt like it was. Tonight, I went to the mall to buy my mother a birthday gift. I wanted a piece of gum. H's work bag was in the car and he always has gum. I looked for a pack and stumbled upon a letter OW wrote him professing her love for him. I am so hurt. When I got home from the mall, I asked H about it. He said he didn't want to talk about it. I said, are you still seeing her? He said he didn't want to talk about it. I said why are we going to Retrouvaille if you are still seeing her. He said he didn't want to talk about it. I packed my things and left. I went to 4 area hotels and none of them had vacantcies for the evening. I came home H is gone. He took 100 bucks out of his account via atm and poof he's gone. He didn't take his cell phone. He didn't take any clothes with him. I'm heart broken. Again. I thought things were better. I thought they were different.
Me: 34 H: 39 M: 7 yrs H A 12/05-8/07
If what you say surprises me, I must have been assuming something else was true. - M. Wheatley
