More Growing and Healing

[COG]

AmyC,

Hell I decided last night not to even start a new thread!

Okay now it's going to be even more difficult to find you if you do that. It's your sense of humor that makes your threads burn up like wildfire. All those one liner posts. That's my pet pieve, I'm all business, no time for BS.

I think the best help I can give people is just to share my journey, from the pit of hell and back to sanity. When I hear someone post about being down, beat up, backsliding, I can relate, I've been through it, and things are good again. It would'nt have mattered if my W had come back or not, I was moving forward, healing, and had a destiny with success no matter what.

I'll tell you why I keep with you AmyC, it's because you're a fighter. You're fighting the good fight. Yes you're down, and tired, that's understood. But you've been fighting like most people only dream about. I admire your spiritual strength, your courage to look at yourself and change. I figure that anyone who'd fight that hard, deserves what little support I can offer. I also promised God that if He saved me from the darkness, that I would do what I could to help others through.

I started with DB in March of 04. I was in bad shape back then. Desparate, tired, and frustrated. It was a long time before I felt like I could help anyone, I just felt needy all the time. But the longer I listened, the more I had to share.

I'd like to see you start your next thread, because although it gets frustrating here sometimes, there's always a lesson to be learned. For example, I don't know which thread it was on, but that link to the Godtube skit was unbelievable. I sent it to everyone on my email list, and it's spreading around my friends and family. Godtube thing

You have a lot of friends here AmyC, and I for one do not expect you to be someone that you are not. So just be YOU, and keep in touch.

Love,

COG

PS Thanks for the hijack Frank. Just so ya know, I've been reading David's daily emails, and I'm part way through his book. It has helped my sitch, mostly my outlook quite alot.

Take Care!