oh sweety)))) I hear you totally, I've also lost my hard will for a while and are quietly curled up in a corner waiting for the sun to come my way again and to renew my strenght. We can't stay strong forever, we are human darn it, we wear out too, despite our best intentions.
Accept that right now you are in "self-preservation " mode, you dont' have to be Xena warrior princess 24/7, take care of yourself and prepare yourself for the next interview--sorry last one went bad, but there are more that one came from. Sending mega hugs your way, congrats on the new baby! such a blessing it is a healthy baby
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
