Thank you for your insight & words of wisdom. Since I last wrote, child has been ill w/diarreaha & WAH-MLCer has been decent to us both. It IS a roller coaster ride & I personal hate them, don't even ride them in real life.
I think that WAH-MLCer senses that I am almost done. He has lately seems to trying a little more & last night when we went to bed he acknowledged that I was right that happiness comes from within.
I guess where I am at for the moment is a "I dont care anymore" attitude. I drew the line and now I need the strength from within to reinforce my decision, while at the same time, fight for my family...not was, but what can be.
Will need to re-read my DB book and others.
<sigh>
Ill child has been w/me at work today, which just adds more stress, but reminds me that child IS the most important & MY relationship w/child.
MariS
"Going for the Gold & not the Booby prize"
Become the change you want to see.....
Me - 37 WAH - 35 child - 2yrs Separated - August '06 Married - 10yrs, Together 18 Not feeling WAH's internal struggle - Feb '08
