lost in the land of confusion 8 and holding

[saffie]

I gotta go and make the dinner - I have procrastinated long enough and H will be home soon.

I will hopefully be back on in a few hours - when you of course Pamar will be massaging - with batteries or otherwise.

Just remember - foreplay wouldn't be the same without the begging and pleading!!!!!!!!!!!

Saffie

[Pamar]

Cheers all,

Going to cook the children's pizza. May be back later.....depends on the pleading!

[LuvMyHusband]

lol. I forgot which topic I was on!

[Yoyowife]

We tend to do that a lot. We ramble a lot. But we have a good time.

[LuvMyHusband]

that's for sure. but it's fun and gives me a much needed laugh

[LuvMyHusband]

Yoyo, it's a down day for me. As you can see by my earlier post, I haven't really slept and I am really worried about things.

[LuvMyHusband]

I feel so confused about the "right" way to handle this with my H. I'm composing a letter now to him. I would like to share it when I am finished.

[Yoyowife]

I promise you these boards have gotten me through some rough times. They say laughter is the best medicine. We can turn things around and get on some very odd topics, but it's a much needed break from our worries.

[LuvMyHusband]

I'm so worried right now it's hard for me to not sit down and bawl.

[Yoyowife]

I know exactly what you mean. When my situation started I had such a difficult time putting on a brave face. I really just wanted to stay in bed all day and bawl. It really was hard for me since I teach high school kids. There were so many times I had to walk over and act like I was going through my file cabinets just so I could turn my back to them and try to regain control of my emotions.

Then when I got home I had teenage daughter around so that I had to act like I was fine so that I wouldn't upset her.

I wasn't able to really get a handle on my emotions until I starting taking the anti-depressant/anxietey meds.