I think I just need to have some pocket responses for whatever the occasion brings. helps me. I've already worked out my response if/when H says he wants a divorce, so think I need to do the same here. it may sound like overthinking, but for me it just works better...helps me keep the emotions in check. the hardest thing for me is going to be to SHUT UP. literally. I don't mean not bring it up to him, I can do that at this point. I mean in response to whatever he says, if he does say anything. let him speak, don't speak over him, don't shrug it off, don't run from it, don't confront it, just let it be. let him talk, if he wants to. and be prepared that he may not want to, or even think of it.
feel like I'm rambling. D3 got up at 1:30 to pee and I never got back to sleep. HATE that. ugh. after dropping the kids off at school today I actually came home and took a nap. just a short one...maybe 15 minutes, but i feel a little better. just not as coherent as I'd like.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
