I think that I may be falling apart a little today. My insulin pump (which I wear 24-7) has failed AGAIN. This is the fourth pump in 8 weeks. They are $6.000 canadian and I ma using loaners right now until paperwork gets shuffled enough for my 'own' to come through. I am so stressed and the one person I always counted onl...I dont have anymore. He has said he will help me but I am taking care of getting it all together myself. What I need is what I used to get which was the hug and the it will be ok, the back rub, the comforting. Ihave noone to blame for myself buy I am going to feel sorry for myself here for a few,K?
On the other side I start with a new life coach today at 4 and then I have C tontite at 6. Didnt realize I was almost a $1000 a month worth of craZY!
M: 34 H: 32 M: almost 6 years S: 2 yrs D: 4 yrs Together: 8 Known him: 15 years I walked away: April 1st Wanted back: May 1st!!!!!
