Need Help/ Suggestions - Part 2

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Had an interesting day yesterday. Finally was able to talk to someone at my church regarding my situation. Got a lot out on the table and off of my chest. Hopefully one of the referrals he gives will help me straighten me out. My W is another subject.

When I got home she asked how it went. I told her that he wanted to talk to her to get both sides of the story. She was again very adement about not going and talking to anyone. We talked about our future and where we were headed and all I got when asked about continuing the marriage is "I do not know".

What made me laugh though was the point she tried to make that there was "no guarantee" that she would want to come back to the R after I had been in counseling for a while. Deep down I am going to C'ing for our relationship but I want to get ahold of my emotions/anger for me and my son.

I am really getting to a point that I feel this is over. She keeps hanging around with the "I don't knows" and I am going to need some decision to move forward. I know that God will only give things that we can handle but this is really getting to me, I need some form of resolution and I do not see it coming any time soon...