My "This is under newcomers" is locked - URGENT

[saffie]

I think it's her.

Stop spinning. Something is going on in her head. Give her space otherwise you will push her into something she doesn't want.

You cannot control her. Look at yourself. Did the Dr. give you anything for panic attacks?

I think she most probably feels guilty for the hurt she is causing you and so to interact with you is hard. She is indecisive herself. You MUST give her space to draw her own conclusions.

STOP beating yourself up about last night. What is done is done..

Maybe OM has blown her out for tonight; maybe she is rushed off her feet at work; maybe she has a bad headache. Do you see what I am saying? You don't know what her problem is, (if there is one at all). You cannot keep up with this continual speculation - it is making you ill and you have a son to think about.

STOP BEATING YOURSELF UP.

Look forward to an evening with your son. Try and think about happy thoughts.

Saffie