did you ever read the mars-venus books? Women are like waves, they go up and down and up and down, and now and then, they need to hit rock bottom and let it ALLLL out (just crawling up from my 'rock bottom' stage)

It is normal to feel this way, you are emotionally cleansing yourself. At least here, in the east coast, it is a beautiful day, go out and have yourself a manicure, a cup of mocha with a friend or something to pull your mind out of a negative path. It's ok to feel tired, take a well deserved break, go catch a chick flick and tell H to cook up a pizza for the kids, relax \:\)

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.