For some unknown reason I am feeling incredibly low today, and I really don't know why!
Things are going well at home, better then they have in a year, I just feel low to the point where i keep wanting to tell H I am done, I feel so incredibly tired!
I am tired of this being who I am about now, that even though we are moving forward, all of the baggage is still there never far away.
We have made great strides, and I am happy for that, I don't really know why I feel like this, I don't know what more I could want.
Just needed to get that out!


Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda