lost in the land of confusion 8 and holding

[LuvMyHusband]

btw, Husband, you are right on how women perceive internet porn. To this day I don't really think my H understands how it has affected. That's part of my anger and resentment issues I am working on. I feel pretty good that I have been making progress with letting this go. Unfortunately I am dealing with an eating disorder now too. It's been happening for a while now when I was trying to be what my H "wanted" so that he wouldn't look. Also, I take complete responsibility for what I did. He didn't "make me" do it with his problem but it definitely had a major part in why I did.