Disappointed, I lived like that with H for about 6 months, whilst ow was away travelling in Asia. She was not ow YET...only EA.

It was SO hard, and I had so many expectations and therefore disappointments...

I was working for our marriage, but H was just waiting for time to go by till ow would return, it turned out.

I had precious moments, but it never solved a thing for me.

I hope it turns out better for you !! xxxx (((((((HUGS))))))))))

Love Cinders xxx

"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus

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