H was very touchy this evening trying to strike convo. giving neck rubs rubbing my arm ect... Just wondering how he can do these things and still be disconnected. Are they trying to connect? Are they working on there issues or trying to take the short cut?(do ya know what i mean)
I answered H's ?'s when asked listend, was pleasant but distant. I can tell he was trying to draw me into talking and touching to make sure he had me where he wanted so that he didn't have to worry about me leaving because of his actions. Not this time I will stay detached until he comes thru this and will bring up no more R talk unless he does first and he won't until he comes thru this i know that.
I will continue to detach and lovingly distance myself. I will be kind do things for him but thats it. Oh one other thing I like the sex so that stays too. Although he will have to initiate.
It sounds to me he is in the final stage of acceptance and if I had any idea of that i wouldn't have even talked to him about M. Hope i didn't send him back in farther.
Any thought about where he is in his MLC?
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
Although he will have to initiate.