I am on a holding pattern until this weekend. Letting the letter sink in. Come this weekend (her b-day is Sunday) I am back to dating. I know I am setting myself up for hurt but I am at the point that it is all or nothing. If I feel like giving her a hug I am going to do it. If I feel like saying "I Love you" I am going to do it. It is either going to pull her in or drive her away but I need it to happen one way or the other. Do you understand?
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
