Hi, really wobbley today. Spoke to my family. They think i should get rid of H. They said that i've given him plenty of chances(over the last 18months). They said i need to get him to prove that he has stopped seeing ow. They've even said that i'm not the same person i was and that i shouldn't let him control me. He's having his cake and eating it. Also that my kids are constantly living in fear of him leaving(which is partly true) and that's not healthy. They think i'm going to get ill if i carry on for much longer. It's hard, because H is very cold again at the moment and sometimes i just want an end to this torchure.
