Why do you think you may need a hysterectomy? You are only young?
If you need it you need it and H will understand. He may even think Woo Hoo no more wories about pregnanacy when it comes to ML!!!!
Don'e beat yourself up about FIL. I bet H doesn't give it another thought,. Thinkgs ae always worse at 4 in the mrning - classic time for me to get panic attacks.
(((((hugs)))))))
You are doing good young lady. Like me your mins is your worst enemy. Try reading Leraned Optimism by Martin E. P. Selligman. I an finding it very helpfull.
Honestly, H has seen what a bad thing the M breakdown was and tome away has helped consolidate those feelings. You wil be fine.
Send me an email if you want.
Take care. ((((HUGS)))
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
