Just getting started peicing it back together 2

[jersting]

thanks Sox I will. She invited me to come to her house tonight after I finished a late night at work to catch up. I went over and she really tried to get me to go to bed with her and I wanted to, but all I could think about was what if one of our kids would come in and see me there and a month from now she would change her mind again. I don't want the kids to deal with anymore than they have to. I said as much as I would like to I didn't think it would be a good idea because of the reason I mentioned. Her mood changed to a very somber state and I let her know that I noticed this mood swing and I did not want her to be upset but I thought this was best. She said she knew where she was in all of this but didn't know where I was. I tried to let her know that I was on the same page as she was but I just didn't want to hurt the kids. Now all I can do is wait and see if she is for real...right? I mean the way I see it if she does feel this strongly about it now she should still feel it even after I left...right? Well anyway we have a date for friday night so I will see how the next few days go. If nothing else Sox we can see which one of us can ride the fastest most terrifing roller coaster without getting off.