Stop beating yourself up. You can only do your best. You know what you need to do. At least you didn't break down infront of her. She has no doubts you want her back.
Can you get more time with your son so that wife gets to feel lonely more and you have some company?
Try and arrange so that your weekend will be full. Start arranging that asap. Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
