lost in the land of confusion 8 and holding

[LuvMyHusband]

Hi Husband,
just came back on, can't sleep. lol. no worries about coming on too strong. I'm looking for advice. No, I am not usually hyper. I'm just very emotional right now and trying to stay strong. I am so afraid, lonely and probably desperate. I know exactly what you mean about wanting to be held and loved. My H hasn't technically moved out. 99% of his stuff is here but he's not. He's been gone most of the time since August 6th. He says he loves me just isn't sure if he can live with me. Your right, the problems have been going on for a long time. Both of us. I'm to the point where I am finally examining myself and not him.