Don't have much to add, but it is really amazing how quickly your mindset about your sitch has changed. I know, though, that is has been a process and it makes sense, because,as L2 said, you don't do anything at half speed. As long as you feel ok with everything and are being careful with your heart, that is all that matters.
Take care!
(Maybe between all of your millions of dates you could squeeze in a time for you, me, and CVA to get together? )