One day I say "I can do this, let it go" then the next I am losing it again.

H was here tonight while I was gone. He was asking where I was and what time my app was. Now I am really having a hard time keeping myself from calling him or going into town to drive by his place.

I wonder if he was asking because he has plans with OW and he needed to know where I was at what times.

SO HARD!!!

M41
H42
D17
Adopted N14
M22 T24
"Bomb" 4/07
Sep 8/07
Admitted OW 11/07(only to me)
OW back 12/4/07
PA on off thru 7/08
says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08
D final 7/09
Moving on and up!!