I had a major emotional meltdown tonight after I left my wife's apartment. When I was there to see our son to bed, she was sewing a German patch the OM had given her. I didn't say anything about it while I was there and when I was leaving she said that I looked like there was something wrong. I simply told her, sometimes people just have a bad day but I was fine. I didn't tell her it was the patch, but when I got in the car, I cried hysterically like a pathetic loser. Ladies and Gents, I REALLY try my hardest and I appreciate everyone's advice but no matter how hard I try I go right back to an emotional wreck about the littlest thing like the patch he gave her.