Thinking of maybe taking girls to movie and out to eat this weekend. Money has been increasinly dwindling away with all the other expense (H place) and him making less money(demotion). So I have been really careful on my spending but, I think we need this so am really thinking we might.
H was here when I got home today working on machinery. I didn't acknowlege him. Went into house for awhile then left to go to school conferences. I guess H came in house and chatted with D13. Didn't say too much she said it was awkward. She did say that he asked where I went. Asked what time conferences were. Then asked again like 2 more times.
Weird. Course me being me, I analyzed. Why? Maybe he was thinking of going to? (Never has so I doubt it) Or, has he got plans with OW and wanted to know where I was at what times so as not to be seen?
God I hate this!!!!
Anyway, had a good day at work and really trying to stay upbeat and keeping H out of my head at least some of the day.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
