Chevelle, I havent really posted much on here, but reading your posting, I felt I had to share something with you.
I am almost D. It is about 2 weeks away, whenever I get the final papers, I sign them and then all we need is a judges signature, and I am no longer his W. This makes me so very sad. I admit that I played a very big part in this divorce. There are things I gave up on a long time ago, and so did he, and now this is where we are. Anyway, I have a lot in common with you. My D has also brought me to God. I would have never found my way if not for this divorce, I guess that is one good thing about this divorce, if there is any good in divorce? Anyway, I have the same feelings as you do. I feel in my soul that we will be together again, I dont really know if this is wishful thinking or me being in denial. I hope it is neither. I pray everynight for myself, my family and my marriage, I pray that God will guide us to reconciliation one day, if not now, in the future. I dont really know where my hope comes from, but I believe it comes from God. One night I went to bed, thinking this is it. I woke in the middle of the night with the thought that I had to fight for my marriage. Every time I am at the point where I am giving up, something pulls me back in. I cant really explain it, I wish someone could explain it to me. I thought I would share so you new you werent the only one out there with these feelings.
