That's not pathetic at all. When we were really troubled and H was away on business I used to take his one of his T shirts out of the linen pile and sleep with it. I still curl up with his pillow if I am feeling sad in the afternoon and want a snooze.
Saffie....I was just going to say the same thing. I went to my parents home over the weekend and I took one of H's shirts with to sleep in so I could feel at least the smallest amount of connection to him.
The other pathetic thing I do when he's gone out is to smell his shirts or look them over. Do they smell of perfume?.....Do I see unfamiliar hair?? Sounds really bad, but my H had a previous A and I would find OW's long, curly hair on his clothes. Mine was not long and not curly! Made me sick!
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
