Forrest Gump and his box of choclates.

[littlebitlost]

What I got was that she did not trust it. It was fake. It was a desperate attempt to win her back and she was not ready for that. So what I am stuck in is what I like to call Limbo Land. I am not sure what to do

This was how my H felt about my actions. They were fake. Now I have to keep it up even when he does not validate, acknowledge or when the desired effect is not achieved. Actions speak louder than words and dedicated actions speak volumes!!!

At times I think that us seperating would be a good thing. The other part of me knows that will close the door for me

When I left Aaron said it affected him in a way he never expected and that it did close the door for him for quite some tme. On the flipside leaving was made me realize how much I really did not want ot leave in the first place. When It was gone I realized how much I missed it. It is such a double edged sword. I wish I had never left and yet would I have learned all I did about me and he all he learned about him had we not done it this way. There is no way to know./